I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly. I want you to give me your hoodie when I'm cold. I want you to hold me and keep me warm. I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies. I want you to kiss me in the rain. I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers. I want you play with my hair. I want you to take amazing photos with me. I want you to come to my house and meet my family. I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me. I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly. I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me. I want you to write me songs and poems. I want you to watch the sunrise with me. I want you to give me piggy back rides daily. I want you to kiss my nose. I want you to wipe my tears away. I want you to swim in the ocean with me. I want you to tell me you miss me. I want you to drop everything and hug me tight. I want you to take pictures of us. I want you to take me on a picnic. I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters. I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me. I want you to smile every single time you see me. I want you to know how much I love you. I just, want you.

WELCOME 2010 ♫

“”Every year gives us another chance, chance to change, to hope and wish for the better. That betterment will surely come. Wishing you and your family a joyous New Year. Happy New Year!”

I'm On Exams

Woot woot i'm on exams. Hari ini kan jum'at jadi bsk libur deh. Kayaknya cuma PL doang deh yg ULUMnya sampe 2 minggu. Yg lain pada cuma seminggu uuu wth. Those're some tests I've done for this week:
1.Akuntansi
2.PKN
3.Fisika
4.PLKJ
5.Sejarah
6.Agama
7.Matematika

And those're some test that will come next week:
1.B.indonesia
2.Geografi
3.Biologi
4.Komputer
5.Ekonomi
6.Bahasa Inggris

Ntar kalo gue udah dibagiin ULUMnya gue bakal nulis nilainya ke blog hihi mau buka aib :) XO,♥

Boys Like Girls - The First One

Even though you're gone and far away
I feel you all around
I think about it every single day
You got away somehow

I can't sleep, it's hard to breathe
And I still feel you next to me
Now I can see

The first one is the worst one
When it comes to a broken heart
Your first love
Yeah, your soul's gone
And you feel like a falling star
There's a fire in the city
That's burning out tonight
And you're breathing
But you're buried alive
The first one is the worst one
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart

Spinning like a movie in my head
I've seen a thousand times
I've learned to take it hard and fall instead
I'm sittin' safe on the sidelines

Lost days, pictures fade
Somehow you're still miles away
It's safe to say

The first one is the worst one
When it comes to a broken heart
Your first love
Yeah, your soul's gone
And you feel like a falling star
There's a fire in the city
That's burning out tonight
And you're breathing
But you're buried alive
The first one is the worst one
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart

'Cause I would walk through a thunderstorm
Just to kiss you
I'm out here on my own
Better now than I was before
But I miss you and I want you to know

I can't sleep, it's hard to breathe
And I still feel you next to me
And I can see, yeah

The first one is the worst one
When it comes to a broken heart
Your first love
Yeah, your soul's gone
And you feel like a falling star
There's a fire in the city
That's burning out tonight
And you're breathing
But you're buried alive
The first one is the worst one
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart (x2)

Study Tour

Maaf ya baru dimasukin sekarang fotonya terus gak diceritain gimana-gimana gitu. It was so fun eh biasa aja deh haha. Trus fotonya cuma pas di bosscha doang lagi. Ah sucks

Chart Attack

1.Shampoo - Pete Yorn & Scarlett Johansson
2.Tick Tock - Kesha
3.Who'd Have Known - Lily Allen
4.Crank It Up - Ashley Tisdale
5.3 - Britney Spears
6.Hotmess - Cobra Starship
7.Begin Again - Colbie Caillat
8.Automatic - Tokio Hotel
9.Starstrukk - 3OH!3 & Katy Perry
10.Won't Stop - One Republic
11.Earthquake - Little Boots
12.Superstar - Taylor Swift
13.No Way - Lady Gaga
14.Video Phone - Lady Gaga & Beyonce
15.Russian Roulette - Rihanna

New Moon

Oh ya beberapa hari yang lalu gue nonton New Moon sama Meidy,Ester,Tasya,Ivan,Stella dll. Yea telat abis gue buat ngebahas New Moon sekarang. Endingnya gak seru abis dan filmnya gak terlalu seru yea menghina tapi emg kenyataan. Eh seru deng, gara-gara sekarang yang eksis udah bukan si Edward lagi tapi jadi si Jacob Black hihi emang hot banget sih dia bodynya sixpack & sekseh membohai (bahasanya Zhira ini haha). Abis nonton New Moon gue ketemu si Ip,Alvin,Reyming. Eh tapi si Ip bilang dia kepim sama sodaranya eh tapi kok pas gue ketemuan sama dia ada Alvin sama si Reyming juga sih. Hm bodolah nevermind. Trs gue juga ketemu beberapa kakak kls,Nicole,Tari,Anggi,Vania,dll. Yea sering bgt gue perasaan kalo jalan ketemu Nicole sama Tari haha. Pas sebelom ke PL FAIR minggu lalu gue kepim sama Audi,Dhea,Evi terus pas dipim ketemu mereka berdua. Pas di PL FAIRnya juga ketemu mereka2 gitulah. Ey ey sekarang yang ada di pikiran gue bukan si fruity,honey,dsb tapi Taylor Lautner. Maaf kalo kesannya gue norak tapi who doesn't love him? yagak. Ohmy 2 hari lagi gue ULUM. Abis ini gue mao bljr. Abis selese ULUM gue pengen cepet-cepet liburan aja terus gue mau liburan bareng my bestiest, it'll be so funnnnnnnnnn :D. BYE ALL. XO,-Eva♥

YOU

I've been waiting for you for so long time. Gatau kenapa pikiran gue stuck sama lo terus. Mungkin lo orang terkocak yang pernah gue temuin. Gue gatau gue sayang sama lo, suka, ato cuma perasaan gak mau kehilangan. Since you're gone I never felt the same way with other guys. Gue gak pernah bilang suka ke orang lain. Waktu seminggu setelah lo ninggalin gue, gue mikir kalo dalam waktu 2 bulan gue udah bisa ngelupain lo. Tapi kenyataannya udah hampir setahun ini. I don't understand what's wrong with this heart. Dan ada quotes 'FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES'. NONONO gue takut gak bisa ngelupain lo selamanya. Lo bilang kita bakal terus contact selamanya. Tapi mana dong? Sekarang aja lo OL msn pura2 gak kenal gue. Jadi sekarang siapa yang rajin telf gue? Dulu waktu lo rajin telf gue, gue pikir lo udah gila telf gue sehari 15 kali dan gue pikir itu bener2 ganggu dan gak penting juga. Tapi sekarang gue malah pengen ada yang keak gitu lagi. Ya mungkin gue yang aneh gak bisa ngelupain lo. Tapi jujur lo itu limited edition. Emang sih semua manusia itu limited edition tapi lo yang paling beda. Skrg ya kalo gue chat sama lo aja lo udah balesnya males2an trus keak gak niat gitu, Mungkin kita udah gak cocok lagi dan conversation got boring. Iyalah udah setaun gak ketemu. Jadi gue pikir gue yang aneh masih mikirin lo. Dan mulai sekarang gue mau ngelupain lo. BYE YOU :D

Sorry daritadi gue ngejunk. XO,-Eva♫

About My Posts

I'm always trying to be a better version of me. Jadi kalo makin lama isi blog ini makin lain dari yang sebelum2nya bukan berarti gue copycat-in orang lain ya. Gue bakal usaha supaya gak ngikut-ngikut orang lain walaupun gue udah bener-bener gak kreatif banget

My Whole Friends

Gak kerasa banget ya bentar lagi udah ulangan umum. Abis itu udah semester 2 deh hihiwsss seneng gue. Dan sebetulnya i feel uncomfortable with my class mates. Dan kalo boleh memilih gue pengen pindah ke 8D ato apa gitu kek. Hmm gue tuh ngerasa di pl gak ada orang yang bisa gue percaya. Itu emang kenyataan. Hampir semua orang yang gue kenal itu munafik semua. Orang yang paling baik sekalipun sama gue pasti seenggaknya pernah ngomongin gue. Temen2 gue yang kayak stella,renata,ester,etc pasti pernah ngomongin gue juga. Ester aja temen baik gue pas kelas 7 berani banget telfon nyokap gue terus cerita2 tentang gue gitu. Kalo menurut gue ya itutuh gak pantes banget dia keak gitu,gak sopan dan nggak tau diri. Itu kan nyokap gue & bukan nyokap lo. Trs kalo masalah si cicak, jujur baru kali ini gue punya temen keak dia. Setiap kata-katanya si cicak itu pasti mengandung unsur menyombongkan diri gitu. Ada yang tentang barang bermerek lo lah, ada yang tentang liburan lo. Yang paling pengen gue kasitauin lo itu "TOLONG JAGA OMONGAN LO SENDIRI YA, MUNGKIN LO GAK SADAR KALO OMONGAN LO ITU SERING NYAKITIN HATI ORANG". Kalo stella, gue juga heran sama dia. Kenapa setiap kali gue berantem sama orang lo itu selalu gak pernah sekalipun membela gue dan setiap kata2 gue pasti lo anggep salah. Keak misalnya gue berantem sama Ester pasti lo lebih membela Ester daripada gue. Eh sekarang gue jadi kangen sama si Ririn gatau kenapa ya semenjak Ririn jadian sama si Sugi tuh jadi gak pernah main sama gue lagi. Trus kalo ditanya alesannya kenapa katanya kejauhan kelas 8B sama 8E. Itu bener2 gak masuk akal ya,rin haha. Liat dong ya si Melin,Ida,Anya aja rela yang kelasnya di 8E tiap istirahat ke bawah cuma buat nyamperin temen2nya. Okelah lo udah punya temen2 baru di 8B gue juga gak maksa lo untuk tetep gabung sama kita. Kalo si meidy sih baik tapi dibelakangnya sih gatau semoga juga baik beneran haha. Ada yang bilang kalo BFF itu cuma akal2an orang kepengen cari eksis, cari sensasi, sok-sok sahabat dll. Tapi kalo menurut gue nggak. I'm ♡ing my BFFs (Audi,Dhea,Zhira & Evi) and it's absolutely true. Gue bukannya mau gimana2 ya tapi gue emang udah totally trust them dan yakin kalo mereka tuh gak bakal jadi backstabbers. Kita tuh udah temenan dari TK. Trus mereka juga udah tau sifat2 gue, kejelekan gue, keluarga gue, isi otak gue, semuanyaa. Yeah especially si Audi dia tuh udah sering melihat betapa dorknya nyokap gue. Diatuh udah sering kerumah gue sejak jaman kita TK dia udah hampir tiap hari kerumah gue. Jadi dia udah taulah gimana keluarga gue, keak nyokap gue tuh seabal apa, bokap gue segalak apa. Trus waktu pas gue baru beli anjing si Audi besoknya langsung kerumah gue, pas gue beli kelinci, gue baru beli hape, hampir semuanyaaa. She always there through the ups and the downs. Waktu gue seneng & gue sedih. Kalo Evi si emang udah totally understand me. Zhira sama Dhea juga haha mereka selalu berusaha meluangkan waktunya untuk nonton bareng haha. Pokoknya mereka tuh udah bener2 ngertiin gue, seberapa gilanya gue, seberapa autisnya gue, keabalan gue, nyokap gue yang GJ and such a dork, bokap gue yang darah-tinggian dan suka marah2, kamar gue yang serba princess, dinding kamar Evi yang dicoret2 sama lala, Oma gue keak apa, Pembantu gue, Gue gak punya sopir, Aib2 SD & TK gue & msh banyak bgtt gue gabisa sebutin satu2. Gue percaya kalo kita semua gak pernah saling ngomong2in. Sorry ya gue jadi curhat2 gini di blog tapi gue cuma pengen nulis tentang apa yang ada dipikiran gue sekarang kok. Kan gue gatau mesti nulis dimana lagi. Okay that's all bye. XO,-Eva♥